Without focus I am lost in the sea of everyone else's wishes and dreams, taken by the wind. Focus readings are so useful to me and they hold the secret of orientation and clarity. If I have a direction then I can be very determined and my energies will be working in harmony. If I do not, then I may fall into apathy, which is a state of forgetfulness of self.
This reading helped me see that, in the next 6 months, I will change many things and settle a lot of details about my career and my life in general. I am going through a big cleaning and reorientation right now. Because I have released a lot of old issues and worked on my core trauma, now I can feel and see things in a totally new light.
I am learning how to respect myself and let go of toxic environments and people who usually bring me down and make me hate myself. My body had stored so many limiting ideas. These ideas were keeping me in a scarcity mindset and in a very negative mental reality in which I had no value, unless someone so generously assigned it to me.
My core trauma, along with other childhood trauma, influenced my life in such a constrictive way that whatever beauty I would see or have around me, it was always dipped in turmoil and poison. I lived in Hell for a long time, always in pain and always in misery. Right now, as I am rising from this Hell reality, it is screaming for me to stay there. I had this awkward feeling of loss for a long while now, but I recently discovered it was just the cord of illusion still keeping me in the usual misery.
I have experienced so much hate, mockery, harmful discrimination, jealousy and malice in my life, that I fragmented myself, since my early years. I got punished for almost everything under the sun : walking into a room, saying something nice and thoughtful, speaking or not speaking, being beautiful and smart, having the best grades in school, not having the best grades in whatever contests my parents wanted me to excel, having a strange almost alien face, not being"normal", seeing things that others do not, having it all and too much, not having whatever a person was looking for etc.
My focus, in the next 6 Months is to integrate more and more of the healing and then change & update all aspects of my life.
This reading helps you Focus in your Career, Love Life & Spiritual Development, for the next 6 Months. Being focused also helps you maintain a good direction to make your dreams come true. This is a general group reading, if you desire a personal reading then please choose a Detailed Vision Tarot Reading.